I am bored.
Simple as that.
Well, not much has been going on in my life at all. It's been the same: school, boredom, friends, etc. etc. I have been thinking about rewriting a few of my stories, drawing some pictures, and making some videos for YouTube (which will be pretty much the same thing this blog is for...sort of). I have ideas it's just getting them down on paper.
At the moment I'm kind of ticked off at the world. My health insurance is turning off on me on the first, unless I turn in the paperwork before then. I'm applying for health, food, and cash assistance. Hopefully, I get the health assistance at least.
Lately, I've been thinking about my sob story of a life drama and it has been getting me depressed. The only reason I've been thinking about it is because one of my best friends is depressed right now.
Also, I've been wanting to have a significant other (my friends complaining about it and when I'm lonely do not help me at all). I just want someone to hold me and be with me and help me when I need it. I am more than willing to do the same. The person can be male or female, it doesn't matter to me as long as there is a connection with me and the other person.
What's worse, in my opinion, is my issues with family and friends. One of my best friends, my friend of eight years (who I will call Hexx), seems to be further away from em than before. We used to be so close and now it feels like our friendship is at its end. It saddens me a lot because we've been through a lot together and been friends for so long...Now, I've closer to my other best friend (who I will call Puppy) and it seems to be having an affect on my friendship with Hexx. They hate each other's guts and they've never even met!
My family issues are the same as always...difficult.
College is hard, not just academically but mentally as well.
I will be strong though, I have to be. There are people that go through worse than I do on a daily basis.
~Sica
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